Talking deeply about to the moon Pt. 1

I want to talk about and give my view on To the Moon story. I will spoil the story rely badly so you have been warned.I will go reverse of how you play John's life or start when he was the youngest hopefully explaining all the hidden things later on many people miss the first time.  So the most important memory is one of the two John cannot remember it is the first time he and River meet, please note that River has short hair here. In the meeting John and River show how John wants to be different and stand out but River wants ti fit in. This is also when they see the moon they River finds a rabbit out of the starts as the moon for it's stomach, River asks John to describe it to her prompting him by saying "What else?" River says "I've never told anyone, but I've always thought they were lighthouses" and that she wants to befriend one. John than give River the Platypus and hacky sack. Then John needs to leave so if they forget to go there they agree to meet on the moon. This is the reason John wants to go to the moon. When the Doctors ask him he says he does not know but he just cannot remember that meeting because his brother gets hit by a car and his mom gives him Beta blocks to forget him but she does not take them her self. So John wants to go to the moon because deep down he thinks that he will find River there. Anther important scene is when John tells River why he first asked her out, at school. The scene is John's friend Nicolas is pushing John to ask out River. Before this though John and Nick talk about why John liked her he talks a lot about how she is Unique and different like how he wants to be. John not remembering that they meet before says "I know what I need and she's the one who has it." and Nick says" So you want her for what she has but not for her ... That's cold man" So Nick sees that John wants her because he sees River as a quiet antisocial girl who does not know how to fight back, John befriends River and she would go heads over heels for him. This "tainting" their first meeting and when River fully realizes that John does not remember. Nick and Isabelle notice that Rivers condition is worsening and suspect it has something o do with John not having pure love for her. That is why I think he told her and that she is getting worse because that River is slowly learning that John does not remember their first meeting. After this River asks John to throw the Hackysack at the light house, the one from their first meeting in hopes he will remember but when he does she chases after it wanting it back. This leads to why River takes such good care of all the other items from the past. I will talk more about this later but this might be my last post for a while I will still be on twitter check my out at @supergamecake and on piterest http://pinterest.com/supergamecake/